Monday, December 26, 2005

Found out what was clogging my bathtub....a HUGE wad of hair

ew.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Rants, Rants, and more rants.

I was driving around today and spotted Liz, which is a girl I used to hang out , but out of the blue she, like Ann (another girl I used to hang around with) stopped talking to me. Although she didn't tell me off like Ann did she hasn't returned any of my phone calls (I've called her 2-3 times within the last month) I understand her father died in October (which is when I last talked to her) and maybe she's taking harder then she thought she would but goddamn...what the fuck is wrong with people? I've promised my self that I shouldn't make any more of an effort to make friends in this area since all the "friends" I have made shit all over me when I've been nothing but a good friend to them. The last thing I want to do is make it seem like its all about me, because I'm not that type of person but at the same time I do because it isn't fair I think and feel like I deserve an explanation. Ann and Liz are 20, not 14...Ann especially acts like a 14 year old but I can honestly say if she came up to me wanting to be friends I would tell her off, like completely lose it with her since she has come up with several excuses why she doesn't talk to me anymore (all of which are shitty excuses and don't make sense and show how shallow she is). She also acts like she's mature when she isn't, she's dating a alcoholic who couldn't give a rats ass about her and who is full of him self that only wants Ann to be around him and his infectious pile of human waste family who are all ex-meth addicts, OR still full-blown meth addicts. Not to sound like a pussy or anything but my feelings are hurt more than anything, I don't wish this feeling upon anyone except the assholes who cause it. This is one reason why I have a hard time trusting people...ugh, whatever.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

WARNING: Don't waste your money on the movie "The Cronicles of Narnia" its not a good movie and plus the people who go to see it are jerk-offs.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

My mom bought a treadmill today which I'm actually excited about because I've been wanting one. I've also been reading about celebrity pre-nups (I don't know why but I have) some of them are so stupid, like for example- MANDATORY sexual positions, limiting the wife's weight to 120 pounds or she has to relinquish $100,000 of her seperate property, If I was going to get married and some guy wanted some bullshit like that I think I would smack him in the face then leave his ass on a corner. Christ.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Weekly Rant: Does "President" Bush know what comes out of his mouth?!? Does he understand what he spews?!!? Jesus, he just fully admitted to spying on people...FOR THREE YEARS!!!! See this is what I think, He's pissed that congress didn't renew the ever so popular Patriot Act. I really think he is mentally unbalanced and needs to see a psych. This shit isn't normal, someone needs to bring up the word "impeach" as well. Bush is going to end up like Nixon, walking the beach asking if people want to take pictures with him. Man.

Friday, December 16, 2005

I was watching a show on MTV called "true life" last night and it was about these two couples that were on the rocks due to someone's jealousy in the relationship, I swear I got a headache from listening to one girl who was in LA and that kept constant tabs on her boyfriend (who DID cheat on her but whatever) Then there was this other girl and her boyfriend from Jersey and that didn't make my headache any better. It just made me happy to know that I was never that psycho (even when I hada good reason to get crazy) I mean I'm the last person that should give relationship advice to ANYONE but goddamn, if/when I get a boyfriend I hope I don't act like that because if I do...well I would dump my own ass.

OHHH SAY IT AINT SO!!!! JESSICA SIMPSON FILED FOR DIVORCE OHHHHH BOOO BOOO BOOO!!!! OHHH AND ASHLEE COLLAPSED AT A CONCERT !!!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ALL AMERICAN CHRISTIAN FAMILY!!!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I went driving around today looking for a new job. There's a couple places I might actually go into sometime this weekend, One was a pet shop, another was this head-shop kind of place and of course theres Costco. I would like to get a job at Costco because they have benefits and they start paying at $10.33 an hour which is fucking awesome. But, we'll see what happens. bleh.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

OOOHHHHH man, I ate shit on my Sociology test (haven't gotten test scores yet but I know I flunked) I don't know how I did on my math test though, I either got a C or D, if I got a D I have to take the class again which actually wouldn't be that bad since I'm horrible at math and hate it with a passion. I had an awesome math teacher though...but I'm only human.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Wisdom teeth feel SOOOOOOOO good when they grow in.

-Sarcasm of course-

ow.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

alright, so I'm sick again which is splendid but anyway, I've decided I should probably start taking some sort of multi-vitamin so that's what I did yesterday. Went to Trader Joes and got me some vitamins. Hopefully they work and make my immune system stronger, and I also think I should start eating better as well, maybe even start exercising.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Went to the grocery store today and I have one question...why can't people parent their children? There was this one kid who was running all over the place with a FULL shopping cart, almost ran into me, ran into some display thing and knocked a bunch of shit off and the mother just shrugged it off. Then there was another kid who was just being loud and rude wasn't listening to anything his mother was telling him I almost felt like saying "Listen to your mother you little brat!!" but no, I'm a nice person.

I think I'm getting sick again which sucks, one of the 15 year olds I work with proably gave it to me because they don't cover their mouths when the sneeze or cough and don't wash their hands. Jerk-offs

Friday, December 09, 2005

I've probably posted something similar to this topic but who cares...I was talking with my mom today and she was telling me about her family that lives in N.Jersey (Newark area) and New York. I have a love/hate relationship with hardcore Irish Catholics. I think they're funnier then shit most of the time but when they get on their religious soapboax it's all over for me (on top of it being an extremely sexist religion, but aren't most religions sexist?) anyway just some of the stories my mom tells me about them are funny and screwed up and that's just my grandmothers side of the family. My grandfathers side of the family is seriously legally insane. For the most part they come from the Czech Republic (but a few are from Romania) and they're a bunch of Gypsies who throw knives when they drink. My grandfather refused to wash his clothes with anyone else's clothes and if anyone put their clothes in with his, god forbid...but my mom did it one time and he told us to pack our shit and never visit him again. I think that's when I had my seizure...HAHAHA...wait that's not very funny.

airline tickets are insane.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

I GOT ME A NEW CAR BEE-YOCHES!!!...it's another Jeep G.C Laredo but newer than my old one which was a '93 ( my new one is a 1996), hopefully I don't total this one if I do then I know I wasn't meant to have a goddamn Jeep. The Insurance and payments are cheaper than my other Jeep too. The thing has leather interior in it (which I'm probably going to fuck up but oh well).
HA...I'm going to go hit a skunk now.


OH MY! my finger is bleeding. The cut is deep enough where I can make it talk. HAHA

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

One of the things I want to do before I die is participate in the Gumball Rally. I would do it but I don't have 70,000 bucks(atleast I think thats how much it is I went on a currency converter because it's 40,000 British pounds-for two people, so whatever)...Jesus Christ. I understand the 'fee' includes hotel rooms/food but man...no wonder why only rich people do it...bummer

speaking of cars heres something you can say to someone who has a Ferrari- "Couldn't afford that Lamborghini could you?"

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

HA!!! Saddam Hussein told everyone to "go to hell" at his court hearing...HAHAHAHAHA. Oh man that guy cracks me up. Plus the simple fact that he looks like a crazy guy who would hang out in an NYC subway station makes his comments 10-times as funny as they already are. HA

I think Ben & Jerry's should come up with two ice cream flavors: "agent orange" and "anthrax"

Monday, December 05, 2005

Old people should NOT BE ALLOWED to have Drivers Licenses, for Christ's Sake...they buy the latest models from BMW Mercedes-Benz and Cadillac thinking that having a 50,000 + dollar car is going to make them 100% safe from other asshole drivers. Then they park all fucked up and THE DAMN THING ENDS UP GETTING HIT ANYWAY!!! half of them can't even see over the goddamn steering wheel, then they honk at you for nothing and if you honk at them they throw their hands up and flip out. ugh.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

The "Wizard of Oz" was more interesting when I was a kid.

I need a hair cut because I look like a dirtball.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I have nothing interesting to report. I apologize for the inconveinence.

Friday, December 02, 2005

My back is freakin' killing me.


My new insult for people I don't like: "Jerkoff"

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I seriously think my mother is losing her mind. She makes me feel like I'm worthless half the time going on these rants like "Well when I was your age I was living in LA, with two cars, working two jobs and paying rent!!"...Then if I can't read her fucking hand writting she goes "Oh Jesus Christ..." Makes me feel more like an idiot then I already do when it comes to math. Sometimes I feel like saying "Hey I'm sorry I'm bad at math and english but you and dad didn't fucking help me or fight for me when my elementary school put me in "special" classes just because I HAD A FUCKING NEW JERSEY ACCENT!!" (I swear I used to have a Jersey accent, I picked it up from my mother) I'm not trying to play victim or anything either, then this morning she goes on to tell me I'm not stressed. HOW THE FUCK DOES SHE KNOW??!! Ever since October (when my car got totalled) I've been pretty depressed. I spend so much time trying to make other people happy when I'm a pretty unhappy person then people who I thought were my friends just dump on me and don't fucking return my calls. I don't know how many times I've thought about killing my self over the past month or two(of course I'm too chicken shit to go through with it). We go to therapy together and of course my therapist takes her side half the time because she acts totally different there then she does at home. Not to mention she treats me like I'm 15, yes maybe I give her a right to act that way towards me sometimes but Jesus Christ...Get off my ass, I also think she likes to start arguments with me (seeing that it's not hard to get my feathers ruffled at all) what makes it worse is that my brothers automatically take her side as well especially my brother Casey. Don't get me wrong I love my brother and everything but when he was here during Thanksgiving I felt I was getting made fun of by my mom like for instance when I told my brother I don't like salmon my mom shoots back saying "I'm sure you'd like it if it had a sugar coating on it." then of course everyone laughs at my expense. Fucking Hilarious isn't it. I also think my mom is becoming obsessive compulsive with cleaning the house. I try to contain my self and not yell at her but it's very hard. She is constantly bitching at me about something, plus when she gets pissed at other people she takes it out on me...I'm so fucking drained.

Bulgaria and the Ukraine were allies of the US?!?! what the fuck, I didn't even know the Ukraine had an Army, just thought they had Chernobyl victims...huh, you learn something new everyday.