....I finally did it yesterday.

I made it to .....25....

hard to believe that a decade ago I was a snot-nosed-pimple infested teenager. BAH!

I interested whats going to happen when North Korea shoots off their "satellite" next week.

Boy, did Aston Villa FC get their asses handed to them by Liverpool. 5-0.

YAY!

I found out yesterday that my ex-boyfriend (the one who went kinda insane, got into drugs, went to prison for beating someone up) is working at a local...sandwich place.

I don't feel like I thought I would, which is kinda weird. My co-worker, who I've known since high school, told me he ran into him. He's in a serious relationship (could be married, I don't really know) and she's pregnant, and he wants to become an engineer of some sort. I was expecting my self to roll my eyes, say something not nice and get upset over it...but I'm not. I was also once concerned about what would happen if we ran into each other...but I'm not. I can honestly say I'm glad he's in a happier place in life and is continuing steps in order to better himself and his g.f / family. As rocky and disastrous as our relationship was and how hurt the both of us were (took me a looong time to get over it - and I had the ''nurse curse'' where I would try to fix him...didn't work...also did it with a previous relationship) all I ever wanted was him to be happy with life (he had a long hard run for a while) I also have and will have a soft spot for him - because I know what he can do and how smart he is, BUT, I am in no way shape or form condoning how we treated each other while we were together- got hairy between us...emotionally- and I'm almost certain it would've gotten to a physical point if we stayed with each other. So it's safe to say that I've let bygones be bygones in this case which I though I WOULD NEVER do, I just hope he feels the same. But if he doesn't that's OK.

getting older and more mature is weird.

Why do I continue to watch stupid shows?

Its Saturday, which means....stupid TV shows are on (but aren't they always?) anyway, I stumble across a show called "bridezillas". The name should be enough but goddamn, the women they have on this fucking show.

First episode I watched a bride-to-be wanted a grooms cake that looked like a vagina...WHY would ANYONE want a cake that looks like a vagina at their wedding? Just think of the people who ended up going to the thing. "Oh wow, a vagina cake...how nice she must really love her man!!" goddamn. THEN there was this CRAZY woman who cried her eyes out because her fiance (who she was previously married to, got divorced and are now getting married again) didn't want to travel first class to fucking Bora Bora (two first class tickets round trip would of cost 18,000 buck-a-roos) and at her rehearsal dinner her father gave a cake to another family member because it was her birthday and this bitch flipped out "THIS IS MY DAY!!! HOW DARE YOU GIVE HER A CAKE ON MY DAY!!" then proceeds to grab a huge piece of cake and shoves it in her fathers face. I could only handle those two. I would NEVER dream of treating my family or friends the way those women do. Hopefully they see themselves on TV and get HEAVILY medicated or HEAVY DUTY therapy. They give women a bad name.

My new favorite movie...Watchmen

Awesome movie that compliments the novel well, a few changes but, it was damn near close to the book...which is probably why it was 2hrs and 45min long. I didn't care though, I was never bored during it even though I was in the ever so uncomfortable front row. Not for little kids however ( A BOAT LOAD of violence - including some violence towards women - tons of blood and gore) sweet fighting scenes a really weird sex scene in a flying ship named "Archie" and a giant blue penis. The actors that were picked to be in the film did an awesome job -especially with Rorschach mine and a fan favorite. I might even have to go see it again!!

ONLY 24 SHOPPING DAYS LEFT UNTIL MY....BU BU BU BU BU BIIIRRRRRTHDAY!

Only draw back...I'm going to be 25 and 25 = OLD.